what is a friend? for some its a person you see on a daily basis, exchange some words and move on with your life, others its a meaningless word just, but a friend to be is a precious gift. one who knows me and my heart and loves me even if they know how weird and crazy i can be. i have some pretty amazing people in my life and in about 48 hours they will be on to bigger and better thing in their life. id be lyeing if i didnt say i dont cry when i hear a song that reminded me of them, or when i think of how theyve touched my life. im the best possible form of myself when im with them. i dont want to pick favorites out of my friend but theres a special girly that shares the same name, same laughter and joy. her names lauren aka lo. shes the one person i cant lie too, she knows how i feel with just one look, she makes me laugh until im on the floor making a complete idiot out of myself, id do anything for her, ill never forget any of the memories we share. like calling eachother when were about to hangout with a boy we like cause were nervous, putting our flashers on as we drive home together to say bye cause im in my car, my heart aches as i write this because im scared. im tough but im not strong, i dont know how im going to handle everyone leaving me. ive been praying everynight for literally the past month asking god to make me strong, help me get through the days. every single one of my friends is so different, beautiful and full of love in so many diferent ways its going to be so hard. im so proud and happy for each and every one but im sad im staying behind. ive learned in life theres ups and downs, i can be a testement for that. every day holds something new for you, im excited to see where god takes them on their journey. theyre all going to do so many amazing things. butt theres one more person i cant forget, considering hes my only follower : ) mackenzie smith- i cant tell you how much i love you, your such an amazing person, and im jealous of you sometimes. your so optimistic and you have no doubts. i know i can always text you when im having a bad day and just talking to you helps. im going to miss you so much, please dont forget about me in az : ) i love you

i dont have any awesome quotes, all i can say is be who you are, smile and enjoy life.